Happy birthday to me

The 16 August was my birthday. Okay, its 15 minutes since now, but I want to write about it. I actually turned 16 years the 16 of August! A little cool, hehe. This picture is created by my frustration. I't might not look that way, but when I don't even found a single balloon in this house, to do what I had planned, I got frustrated.. Every piece in this picture, the flowers, my hairband, around my eyes, the butterflies, everything is actually from my scrapping things. None of it is photoshoped, simply because I suck at photoshop.

This day was actually good until the clock was about 23:45. Then my thoughts, feelings and everything just fall down again. I hate this periods.. I hate to think. Maybe I should use this time to try to get out anything of it in pictures?

Let me hide here for a while

Everyone tells me that "Sweden is right next to Norway, the language is almost the same, so I don't know why you not understand" yah, the language is sooooo similar. Its like saying cat and mean dog. Do you say I'm going to understand that? Somehow, I have been here for like three days, and I understand pretty much, but if something is hard to understand, English or Kurdish works out! (No, I don't speak Kurdish, but my boyfriend and his cousin that lives here does). With other words, its nice to be a little bit away from anything, like when I was out shooting earlier. The feeling of being all alone is so amazing, because every single moment there is people around me. If it not anyone I know, there is some of the people living here, that I have not met yet.

About the place  I was shooting, its really beautiful. This is one of the entrance to the house here, and the first time I walked trough it it was really scary. It was all dark outside and the trees is so lo that I got almost everything in my head.. But, when I saw it in daylight, I couldn't say anything but "This is beautiful!" 

Bubbles and balloons?

Have you ever seen the Step Up movies? Have you ever watched the third movie, Step Up 3? Those are all great dance movies and so, but why I'm talking about them, is because if you have see'n it, you had understand why I thought of this movie when I should pick a name for this picture. Bubbles and balloons, is the name of Moose's first battle in that movie. So, I just missed the balloons in this picture. 

I think I have to barrow my sister's soap bubbles and buy some balloons for my next shot! 

This picture is actually put together by many pictures! I stood on the same place, and my friend helped me taking pictures after I had set the camera settings right. So, a big thanks to my friend, Caroline! 

Next time I'm going to do something like this, I'll have to be more prepared! Because this time it was just like; "ANDREA, can we barrow your soap bubbles??"(Andrea is my little sister) and then we started shooting.. Not good prepared, and as you see, the light absolutely sucks! 

I freakin' miss you

I think I failed a lot with this shot, but the thoughts behind it were to tell a little story. I have read so much about it and seen so many examples on it lately that I just had to try it out myself. So, as I hope you understand, the basic meaning, that I miss my boyfriend too much. The necklace is supposed to mean something from him that I keep with me. Yah, you could interpret it in your way. And if you want to, tell me what you see or think of when you see this picture?

By the way, this book is something I drag with me almost everywhere! I'm not happy with that I soon have to buy a new one, because of everything I have written down in it, hehe

A little fairy; selfportrait

Picture I took a while ago, edited on the wings and a butterfly in Photoshop. What do you think?