2 days of photoshop for this?

I have tried like everything I could figure out to do, every tutorial that I have found, but nothing seems to work with this picture! This, that is so simple to do, is the most I could come up with, that actually came out like something not that horrible!

As you might understand, my photography inspiration is not at the top at the time. I just have so much to do, with school and everything! But, soon I will take some time out for photography too. I promise. But Photoshop has been a big part of my days in this time. I think its maybe because I cam work in Photoshop both on school, at home or everywhere else, as long as I bring my computer with me...

I'm really sorry for not uploading or updating anything lately...

Happy birthday to me

The 16 August was my birthday. Okay, its 15 minutes since now, but I want to write about it. I actually turned 16 years the 16 of August! A little cool, hehe. This picture is created by my frustration. I't might not look that way, but when I don't even found a single balloon in this house, to do what I had planned, I got frustrated.. Every piece in this picture, the flowers, my hairband, around my eyes, the butterflies, everything is actually from my scrapping things. None of it is photoshoped, simply because I suck at photoshop.

This day was actually good until the clock was about 23:45. Then my thoughts, feelings and everything just fall down again. I hate this periods.. I hate to think. Maybe I should use this time to try to get out anything of it in pictures?

A little fairy; selfportrait

Picture I took a while ago, edited on the wings and a butterfly in Photoshop. What do you think?